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Would you be friends with someone who has schizoaffective disorder?

I talk about God inspiring movies about my life, sometimes they are romantic with people who I am not supposed to be romantic with....Sometimes I fall and am tormented by demons, especially the spirit of Jezebel, a spirit of jealousy, and a spirit of anger, these are in fact spirits they are much stronger than our natural human emotions, I cope by being quiet, sometimes too quiet bareing these evil forces. But if I face my world and overcome my demons, then I can hear a heavenly choir of angels singing, Like I've literally made it to heaven! The only problem is that I am now being stalked by an evil psychic who is spreading half truths and lies about me, accusations that are so dark and disgusting she has no shame, and lies that I want you in all of the wrong ways, that I want commit adultery with you when I don't. She is an all out liar, and people turn on me and break my heart, then I'm hurt for a very long time struggling to forgive, and I talk about my experiences over and over again trying to wrap my mind around what just happened...And there are no answers.
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I understand actually. I am an old entity that was,and is,among the fallen. Never malevolent or 'evil' but mischievous and hedonistic enough not to be counted among the inhabitants of 'heaven'. I have my duty to fulfill and my 'role' to play, but I will share the same fate as all the other celestial rebels. My sensitivity and compassion will never earn me a place in eternity, but, as incredulous as it sounds, I will help others earn theirs. If there is a measure of mercy reserved for me, I'm unaware of it.
saintsong · 41-45, F
@puck61: Wow, you took my breath away.....All you have to do is to be born again...and accept Jesus as Lord and savior of your life.