truth is no one gives a shit about you

if you are lucky if you die some people might get sad for a bit but live moves on. truth is no one gives a shit about you. it's everyone for themselves. people are selfish. they just live for themselves and don't care about others. it's not like you many any difference in this world. you don't. probably the world would be a better place without you. there's too many people.
sometimes I contemplate suicide. success, money, material goods. all for what? if you don't have a family you don't have nothing to live for. there's nothing left in the world. yes there's friends but they will be partying next weekend after you are gone.
you are nothing but a spec of sand on a beach.
life is just shit. love is an illusion.
perhaps I should just leave for good. I don't even know what I'm doing here anymore.
people don't like you. they like how you make them feel.
here you are nothing other than an username. no one gives a shit.
maybe today is the day.