what would you do if you end up by yourself

[c=BF6900][i]as in my situation, i'm alone without a partner or friends, lost touch with friends and people i knew a long time ago, had mental problems my entire adult life so never found a relationship with a woman, i'm hetrosexual.

now all i have for support are me elderly parents who separated 30 years ago and they two live far from me, an hour away by car...so in effect, i have ended up alone, devoid of any human companionships.

i don't want anyone to feel sorry for me, i just want to know what i'm going to do? as i'm 46 years old now.[/i][/c]