A little teary and trying to read my textbook

I came back from Georgia, Atlanta area from a convention and it made me realize how much I grown and love my friends. This is coming from a person in Canada who had troubles connecting in my area, bullied most of life, I am very nerdy and it was hard makin friends. Still is, but not as bad as before. I'd say a lot of my online interaction from fb is my friends from the USA, i know certain canadian friends don't like me due to political reasons, yet certain ones don't mind it. I'm more so friends for social reasons. I just miss that version of myself and coming back to reality, being reminded of bein alone. Just makes me feel hurt in ways, I miss them so much. One day when I obtain my degree, depending on politics, I hope to move and work on a work visa over there. I've grown a huge social circle traveling to conventions in USA and it's make me feel like I can have solid lifetime friends.