Hermit mode
So the last two months I been in proper hermit mode it started when my so called friend when out to lunch with one of our friends and didn’t invite me which really hurt.
I just feel people are so wishy washy and decided being in a friendship trio just doesn’t work, for the past few years I seem to get myself tangled in a 3 way friendship and I’m always the one trying to make sure no one feels left out but my so called friend doesn’t see it that way so I just give up on friends.
But anyways I Havant been out out and just been spending time with my family but I had brought tickets to go out out with this friend and just because of what she did I said take our other friend and left it at that.
Well today I messaged her asking if that friend wanted my ticket and her reply was no that friend can’t go because she has had a knee op well I Havant spoken to that other friend so wouldn’t know but then I started to feel bad as I arranged that day out and now she can’t go because she has no one to go with so me being me said ok I will go 🙄.
I do hate letting people down that’s my problem so I said I would go but I feel her energy is already off but will go and won’t arrange anything else from now on but I do have to spend a weekend with her in October as she wanted me to go see some band she likes so I guess I will have to go to that but I have my boundaries up now as I’m sick of feeling hurt.
I just realize not everyone is like me but I am just to nice for my own good!!
I just feel people are so wishy washy and decided being in a friendship trio just doesn’t work, for the past few years I seem to get myself tangled in a 3 way friendship and I’m always the one trying to make sure no one feels left out but my so called friend doesn’t see it that way so I just give up on friends.
But anyways I Havant been out out and just been spending time with my family but I had brought tickets to go out out with this friend and just because of what she did I said take our other friend and left it at that.
Well today I messaged her asking if that friend wanted my ticket and her reply was no that friend can’t go because she has had a knee op well I Havant spoken to that other friend so wouldn’t know but then I started to feel bad as I arranged that day out and now she can’t go because she has no one to go with so me being me said ok I will go 🙄.
I do hate letting people down that’s my problem so I said I would go but I feel her energy is already off but will go and won’t arrange anything else from now on but I do have to spend a weekend with her in October as she wanted me to go see some band she likes so I guess I will have to go to that but I have my boundaries up now as I’m sick of feeling hurt.
I just realize not everyone is like me but I am just to nice for my own good!!
