I'm going to sleep early tonight, or will try to... I got tired of the day
I walked for about 5-6 hours, hiking, I walked barefoot at some parts, while listening to some podcasts, I had ice cream, I swam from the rocks to the sea... I had lunch with my little blanket in the pine forest, I walked and walked... it has been a good day.
I am a little scared as I do not seem to connect with my older friends here the way I used to, I do not feel it deeply, my inner voice isn't there, there is nothing. I do not crave connections like I used to. I am cold. But real.
But I have seen myself going over these cycles of warm and cold psyche and it is not helping to build connections really.
Maybe I feel way too much people's energies. Pushing and pulling too much, involving their own intentions too much, having itineraries regarding the connections. It is hard to find my people. I do not want to be rejective, but maybe I have to.
Okay, now that. I will try to sleep early.
I am a little scared as I do not seem to connect with my older friends here the way I used to, I do not feel it deeply, my inner voice isn't there, there is nothing. I do not crave connections like I used to. I am cold. But real.
But I have seen myself going over these cycles of warm and cold psyche and it is not helping to build connections really.
Maybe I feel way too much people's energies. Pushing and pulling too much, involving their own intentions too much, having itineraries regarding the connections. It is hard to find my people. I do not want to be rejective, but maybe I have to.
Okay, now that. I will try to sleep early.
