Pinterest memes have become my therapy, my friends, my family.

It's all I've got now. And it's helpful and reassuring in a repetitive way that I need. I find science and study backed information very supportive. A lot of it I already know, but it helps to read it over and over through different sources. It gets me out of the mindset I was forced into for survival and reinforces that being alone is far less worse than being around people who are okay with hurting me.