A balance of sentiments ..

And a hold on a cold void and a vicious fire

Oh for the love of heaven and safety of life

It has to be a mutual thing or death will prevail

It's hard when you have friends on both sides

Mild acquaintances and wish for a cessation of hostilities of true peace.. not a superficial forced one not a lie laying in wait for murder

You know that walls exist for safety..

I wish to reach through the cold and dust and bring comfort to bring hope to give relevance and dignity

I fear that people try to prove themselves to try to make the world see their value

But to me everyone is equal.. nobody is less than

We are all sand in the sea and stars in the sky

I wish for people to be home and to be loved without fear or harm

The world could be a beautiful place if people would let it

But sometimes a failure to communicate leads to resentment and hate .. then again hate also leads to hate and escalation

And teachings of hate breed fury .. not to name any names but i am against such things.. not that anyone cares what i think .. but maybe some do and are already offended at me and my choice of words and my own indifference and choice of love and sides

I hope for peace and safety to Israel and also to those who would be her enemies i wish for them to stop because it's not in their best interest to be her enemy..

And that is where i stand.. or sit.. and i'm sorry if i offend everyone.. i miss my friends.. i sometimes get to block happy on here when people are rude or creepy or insulting or whatever idk pervy

Not that i'm any saint.. i have a very raw heart and.. i miss people who are gone for whatever reasons even if i was avoiding them for my own self preservation ..

I guess that's the cost of selfishness..

But i mourn my own loss and that of the people I love.. and even of what could have been