Friendship Issues
Hello There. Im feeling down about something and i want you guys to hear me out.
My best friend, Liz, who has been with me since the moment I was born, is only 1 year older than me. Liz and I are so close that we would have our family vacations together, hangout everywhere together, and buy BFF necklaces and stuff like every girl has. So, as you can see, we are really close. Liz and I went to the same middle school. I had the social circle and friends, the perfect grades, but she was bullied by horrible people every day. Since I was 1 year younger than her, whenever I tried to protect her, it was nothing but worse, on the contrary, they would make fun of her even more (Because im younger.), so I gave up. Her family situation at that time was also terrible. her mother and father got divorced, she had an entrance exam to study and she was being bullied. I could understand her and that's why I gave up on my own friends and hung out with her. She wanted to come and hang out with me anyway because she didn't have any friends, not even one. Anyway, 2 years have passed and she has really changed, really. Now she has a small group of friends, she changed her appearance (she became really beautiful) and so on. But the problem is that as she made new friends, she started to forget me. And as if that wasn't enough, she's trying to impress me with her new friends. And I'm not going to lie, it really bothers me. Dont get me wrong, im not jealous of her new friends, im really happy for her. But when I think about it its really annoying. Imagine, We used to talk about a lot of things now all we do is "my friend that" "my friend is" "friend friend friend" And this makes me want to think. And when i think about it, she was never there for me in my difficult moments and only I was there for her in her difficult moments. I wasn't congratulated when I passed the entrance exam, which I was when she won. My birthday was not celebrated (this is not that important.) When I had family problems, she left me on read. this makes my nerves shoot through the roof. Are you really trying to impress me with your small brained friends, are you trying to make me jealous?? She literally skips school to hang out with them so she wont loose them. And now her grades are TERRIBLE. But Ohhhh you wait, the point is that I have never had trouble making friends and I have a circle of people who love me; The ones who congratulates me when i won the enterance exam, celebrates my birthday, and deals with my family problems. But no matter how angry I am with her, I still love her very much. So, so so much. I'm glad she's changed, but I hate being forgotten. she just forgot our memories as if they didn't exist and now she doesn't even look at me, doesn't call, doesn't text, doesn't come to my house. She's my childhood friend. So this is what i get for Always being here for you, being your childhood friend, filling you with enjoyable memories? I don't deserve this.
(Sorry i got angry.)
My best friend, Liz, who has been with me since the moment I was born, is only 1 year older than me. Liz and I are so close that we would have our family vacations together, hangout everywhere together, and buy BFF necklaces and stuff like every girl has. So, as you can see, we are really close. Liz and I went to the same middle school. I had the social circle and friends, the perfect grades, but she was bullied by horrible people every day. Since I was 1 year younger than her, whenever I tried to protect her, it was nothing but worse, on the contrary, they would make fun of her even more (Because im younger.), so I gave up. Her family situation at that time was also terrible. her mother and father got divorced, she had an entrance exam to study and she was being bullied. I could understand her and that's why I gave up on my own friends and hung out with her. She wanted to come and hang out with me anyway because she didn't have any friends, not even one. Anyway, 2 years have passed and she has really changed, really. Now she has a small group of friends, she changed her appearance (she became really beautiful) and so on. But the problem is that as she made new friends, she started to forget me. And as if that wasn't enough, she's trying to impress me with her new friends. And I'm not going to lie, it really bothers me. Dont get me wrong, im not jealous of her new friends, im really happy for her. But when I think about it its really annoying. Imagine, We used to talk about a lot of things now all we do is "my friend that" "my friend is" "friend friend friend" And this makes me want to think. And when i think about it, she was never there for me in my difficult moments and only I was there for her in her difficult moments. I wasn't congratulated when I passed the entrance exam, which I was when she won. My birthday was not celebrated (this is not that important.) When I had family problems, she left me on read. this makes my nerves shoot through the roof. Are you really trying to impress me with your small brained friends, are you trying to make me jealous?? She literally skips school to hang out with them so she wont loose them. And now her grades are TERRIBLE. But Ohhhh you wait, the point is that I have never had trouble making friends and I have a circle of people who love me; The ones who congratulates me when i won the enterance exam, celebrates my birthday, and deals with my family problems. But no matter how angry I am with her, I still love her very much. So, so so much. I'm glad she's changed, but I hate being forgotten. she just forgot our memories as if they didn't exist and now she doesn't even look at me, doesn't call, doesn't text, doesn't come to my house. She's my childhood friend. So this is what i get for Always being here for you, being your childhood friend, filling you with enjoyable memories? I don't deserve this.
(Sorry i got angry.)
