The only love I felt after my spiritual awakening

I think the first place I went on my own to live free was a place called Slab City and yeah it wasn't exactly ideal. Anyway they had these "talent shows" every Friday where anyone can go and play guitar or do whatever mostly music and I was pretty damn depressed at this time. I was drinking homemade hooch and just chilling with some strange folks and then this really bright hippy girl came over and talked to a someone, not me but yeah at that time she changed my whole mood. Anyway I just chilled that whole night and became more depressed later on. Now fast forward a few years I was just a wondering soul, homeless and far out to say the least. I ended up running into her again. We spent a few hours together and the look on her eyes. She was in awe of me. Her name was Luna and not from the U.S.. most people I see are not happy people and are in question about me everywhere I go. She was absolute beautiful 🌟