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i'm in a 5 member friend group including me, but i can't help but feel that i don't fit in with them. everytime we're together as a group, i always feel left out. i don't really know why.. but i just think it's because they're pretty. like, really. i'm just there, i don't even know why they included me in the group as well. is it because i'm funny? no, i'm not that funny.

i can't help but feel insecure whenever they upload their pictures on social media, because all the comments are about how pretty they are. when i post, it's just cute. am i not pretty enough that everytime someone compliments me it's 'cute' or 'funny'? i do appreciate the compliments they give me, but i rarely get 'pretty' as a compliment.

i don't know where i'm going with this, but i just wish i was pretty enough. i know that it's my self-esteem, but i can't help it.