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i'm not alone but it feels like i am. i have friends, but it feels like none of them cares about me. everyone has to have at least one best friend, a best friend whom they care about and enjoy talking with. but i don't think anyone sees me as a best friend or at least someone they care or trust. i'm always the one who starts the conversation, if i stayed quiet i'd be a loner and no one would even care to check up on me to make sure i'm included or if i'm okay. it hurts to know that no one actually cares if i exist. i would just stand in a small space alone at school and no one would even bother to talk to me. i just watch as my other friends have fun and laugh out loud with their other friends while i just gaze at them with jealousy.

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IDKlife · 18-21

I relate to you, I mostly feel like this too. Like maybe you should try talking to your friends about it, idk? Like I once told my friends I kind of felt left out, and they didn't realise I felt that before and thought I just didn't feel like talking or seemed occupied. Though like talking with them hasn't actually improved my situation, it might work for you? Another option could be to try finding a new friend that you can kind of actually talk to, like sometimes even though you are friends with someone, they just aren't the right friend for you.