Chapter after Chapter
In 4 days I move….
I felt like you left me when you left the country you stayed while you spoke to me the most. It was so nice being in similar time zones and catching each other more frequently. Staying up all night talking and feeling like we were having breakthroughs toward friendship. But then you said goodbye before you even made it back to your home country. So many goodbyes….
I’ve just finished packing up the whole kitchen and as I look around at all of these boxes and the permanence begins settling upon me, I can’t help but feel like I’m leaving you behind here…This is the house I was ecstatic to be talking to you again in….the house I felt immense hope for our future…the house you made me say goodbye again in…..Leaving this house so soon after our goodbye has such a finality to it. I do believe we’ll be in touch again though one day.
Maybe the next house will be the one you decide you’re finally ready and able and we can move on with our lives together as friends.
I felt like you left me when you left the country you stayed while you spoke to me the most. It was so nice being in similar time zones and catching each other more frequently. Staying up all night talking and feeling like we were having breakthroughs toward friendship. But then you said goodbye before you even made it back to your home country. So many goodbyes….
I’ve just finished packing up the whole kitchen and as I look around at all of these boxes and the permanence begins settling upon me, I can’t help but feel like I’m leaving you behind here…This is the house I was ecstatic to be talking to you again in….the house I felt immense hope for our future…the house you made me say goodbye again in…..Leaving this house so soon after our goodbye has such a finality to it. I do believe we’ll be in touch again though one day.
Maybe the next house will be the one you decide you’re finally ready and able and we can move on with our lives together as friends.
