Before I leave

Something a bit weird has been happening... Recently, I have either accidentally come across an old friend from high school, or they contacted me out of the blue..

I reconnected with two friends from high school recently, because I saw them by accident outside.. Today I woke up to a message on my FB from another friend from high school ... I was REALLY surprised! How did she even remember me!!! And I think soon I will meet her.. I had received a message from another friend on FB too, but she is already in another country, it is the only reason why we didn't connect...

Idk.. it feels weird because not far from now, i will leave this country and it is probably going to be for good.. Idk when I will be back here, and/or if I will ever do.. I am sure I will miss the place here, I mean it is not my country, but hey, it is where I grew up and pretty much dine everything in my life up until now, of course I will miss it.. But I find it difficult to convince myself that I will ever visit the place back here when I don't have someone to visit, given the great distance and all...

So it got me thinking... Is this like the universe getting all my friends across me to say goodbye before I leave... The timing is surely weird, because we have not spoken all of these years...

Sometimes I find it difficult to believe that I will leave for real.. Because I have been saying it to you on here for the past years, but I have always known deep down that I will probably not have the heart to do it for real and leave my mother behind... This time it must be the real one, and everyone knows it, even my old friends....

There is just this one person whom I have been wondering as to when I am going to see by accident before I leave...