My BFF and fk buddy moved away to towns far away

Idc much about the latter but my friend was the light of my life :/ you know when after so much trauma and bs you finally meet someone and think to yourself... Yes this person's the one...... I'll cherish and value her...

It's strange walking the streets and seeing the shops that we used to go to without her... It's weird going shopping without her... Talking about anything when I'm with other people feels just distasteful.

Ofc we're keeping in contact and talking almost eveyday now but it's not like before, she keeps inviting me to go there but we're both knee deep busy in our schedule and work, I'm just afraid what we had will fade, we're both already miserable tho 😅