I hate my best friend so much
Shes why I can’t get to work tonight and why I’m struggling to get home. And when I reached out to her she wasn’t bothered and didn’t even offer to help me. I hope she doesn’t make any money tonight and I hope she has an shit night finically and mentally. I’m beyond upset and I’m extremely annoyed with her because my life was put in danger because of the job I do and I’m an young female on her own and she doesn’t even care. She’s caused me so many problems over the past few weeks , I’ve done everything I possibly could to help her and be her best friend but this is how she chooses to treat me. Every time she’s in an bad mood , I get the worst of it from her. She treats me based on her moods , I’m sick of it. Even when I’m depressed I try my best to still treat people kindly and respectfully but she’s the opposite towards me. Also , I just want to add that she’s never happy no matter who she has , she always wants more or someone else and she collects people and some days you mean the world to her , other days you don’t mean anything to her , she’s also constantly stalked me and being extremely clingy towards me , copied me in anyway you can think of , followed me all around the club and kept making plans to see me regularly outside of work love bombed me and constantly done sexual or romantic things towards me but she said she isn’t interested in me so I don’t understand what her game is and she keeps doing it to me. I have an long list of things she’s done to me over the past two months , I’m not bothered she doesn’t like me romantically I’m just extremely annoyed she’s lead me on and that she only treats me based on her moods which is completely unfair and immature.