My boyfriend is off for the weekend with his friends to a wedding on another island..

I could have gone with them but it wasn't feeling right, 3 guys my boyfriend and myself. So i let them go ..but I got jealous as i saw their enthusiasm while they were about to get on the boat..😑 ugh it's a little disappointment, i will survive..!!
In the meanwhile, my art workshops have begun again, after i recovered covid. I will find stuff to do... But ugh!!!! It's.. it's..i'm just jealous!!! 😩