Hoping for a good Monday

I’m off work tomorrow and while I’m lucky to have a day off, I just don’t want to spend it wallowing in self pity. I’ve been incredibly lonely lately and feeling like I can no longer connect to those around me. I believe that this stems from losing my best friend 2 years back. Nothing can replace them. I miss them and think about them everyday. It’s hard for me to make friends and I haven’t had one since. I’m already planning on going to the gym, doing some cleaning, and playing video games tomorrow but I’m just not sure how my mood’s gonna be.