I'm always living life in third person.

I'll be having a conversation amongst myself and someone else. And rather than being present and engaged in the convo....i'm outside of myself and observing it.

Even with ppl i'm comfortable with sometimes.


Wish i had a friend that'd slap me and tell me to get out of my head. Or tell me it's alright to "let go"


It's a mixture of social anxiety with a dash of "act normal" and a sprinkle of "i don't give af about this conversation"