If you’re my friend and you have killed someone you’re on your own or arrested for murder I’m not going away for if you were a friend you wouldn’t inc

A guy I loved a lot murdered his uncle 7 months ago. I havent seen him for almost 2 years and I was actually thinking about him today and about how I cannot believe I still love him and miss him. When I first met him about three years ago I knew that I would love him forever no matter what he did and it's still true. I have had two guys in my life that were like the loves of my life. One is dead and one is in prison. but I knew them, had relations with them. Communicated with them. They were in my life at one point. Elliott North is basically an unrealistic fantasy of yours. I mean unless you guys have actually hung out a lot, talked on the phone numerous times, or anything at all, then he is not in your life. Just because you had a class with him and he said hi to you once, doesn't mean he wants you. You have even said that he has blocked you a few times on all your Facebook accounts. Why not go on pof or some other dating sites and talk to people that are looking for someone to get together with and build a frindship. You keep saying "No, I want Elliott North" but where will that really get you? Lol not in the arms of him. Wishful thinking only gets you so far for so long.