Friendship. Why do I always mess up

I wish the friend could understand. I wish I could communicate that I wanna change but it’s difficult. And I’m sorry i ask too much. The friend blocked me & I feel they look at me as if I am/was a burden.

It’s weird after earlier the friend said “you’ve a good heart” & later like what, friend thinks oh all me being nice is a facade..? Idk.. could be because I’m odd sometimes.. and it’s who I am?

I wish someone could express it to them.. and want the person to know I’ll give the person space

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Sheer · F

I guess your friend misunderstood you. If you're always nice, it does seem like a facade, but it can simply be because you don't have a lot of experience. Either way, many people don't want to deal with someone who's completely inexperienced in human interactions etc. I suggest you find a group of friends, even if they aren't the best friends in the world, to try to grow?

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@Sheer it’s confusing.

It was a friend from here.. like I was nice.. I forget certain stuff within the friendship & that leads to arguments.

Earlier on we were pretty close. We talked a lot & understood one another. I just want the person to know somehow that I’m sorry & if it’s possible would like a [i]fresh start[/i] for everything. And that I would learn to give the person a break when they needed one..

Then also, the person swore at me a lot; when they got upset or angry, cause I think was my fault..