Memories.. old house
One of the scenes that visit me from childhood when I am a bit tipsy and feeling at peace …
The child me taking off her shirt and walking around with just bottoms..
I am very sure I was not completely naked in my upper body .. I was wearing a tank top/undershirt..
I remember distinctly that deep down i knew this was not very accepted but I still did it.. played dumb (not completely though .. somehow I distinctly remember that part of me knew it was wrong, but part of me was not very sure why and therefore was not sure that it was absolutely wrong) .. because my brother (10 year older, always walked with an undershirt)
Then my mom sees me and scolds me and I tell her that this is how my brother walks around (my bully brother whom my mom always preferred) ..
I remember where I was scolded and I could recall the living room even though this is where I lived when I was younger than 8 year old..
The child me taking off her shirt and walking around with just bottoms..
I am very sure I was not completely naked in my upper body .. I was wearing a tank top/undershirt..
I remember distinctly that deep down i knew this was not very accepted but I still did it.. played dumb (not completely though .. somehow I distinctly remember that part of me knew it was wrong, but part of me was not very sure why and therefore was not sure that it was absolutely wrong) .. because my brother (10 year older, always walked with an undershirt)
Then my mom sees me and scolds me and I tell her that this is how my brother walks around (my bully brother whom my mom always preferred) ..
I remember where I was scolded and I could recall the living room even though this is where I lived when I was younger than 8 year old..
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