So basically I didn't want to kill any sheep this year. I used to donate a bunch.
And I wasn't going to donate that way because I am tired of the rituals.
But today , again, I did find people who needed the charity desperately.
Not having access to meat at all.
And jealous, envious of those who can celebrate Eid.
I have a freezing room where I store my yearly food, espacially meat.
I am emptying it instead of killing animals to feed them.
And I am thinking to fast from red meat. Not that I have more than two pieces a month anyways. Red meat makes me not want to eat.
As to my deficiencies there will be 💉
I have tried my best gaining weight. I am not going to bother with that anymore. Just work out and whatever happens happens.
I am good enough and I am too old to give an eff.
But today , again, I did find people who needed the charity desperately.
Not having access to meat at all.
And jealous, envious of those who can celebrate Eid.
I have a freezing room where I store my yearly food, espacially meat.
I am emptying it instead of killing animals to feed them.
And I am thinking to fast from red meat. Not that I have more than two pieces a month anyways. Red meat makes me not want to eat.
As to my deficiencies there will be 💉
I have tried my best gaining weight. I am not going to bother with that anymore. Just work out and whatever happens happens.
I am good enough and I am too old to give an eff.






