Lust just die. Should I castrate myself. My privy parts are useless. I'm getting old and I'm raped virgin by a succubus.

Those women are gone there is no desire for women, they are rotting as I am in our flesh. A wasted youth, I do know the keys to life. A simple life food, music and sex. I have musical anhedonia, I have no desire for woman, and about to start again on this diet for the better of my health. Out of the psychotic people I wish I was in another planet with a blond-blueyed woman with a shapely body. She was cooking some Mexican spicy cheese gorditas living ina clean household, every was dusted everything was spotless clean, and I was mowing the yard having sex on a red moon. I had a lot of testoreone back then. I will wake up with morning-wood and hard rock erections. Everything came down crashing like three years ago when I realize that I couldn't have it.