Good morning from here, with coffee, sun and cold air..:)..
And a picture as promised from the other corner of my little home, and some of the view through the door to the mountains and forests.... 😊 💚
I will have my coffee and then will try to force myself into a brief practice - I have stopped my training during the camping era because it was just feeling too much, and the troubles with showering and the mental and emotional.
Now I will begin with training again. It's okay to have a break now and again but getting back hmmm
It won't be anything long or anything too serious though but enough to get in the feels.
And then I will do some video edit, I am editing a video with a song where I sing... it feels like I am allowing for a part of me that was always remaining private, to come out to the world. Timing arrived.
In the picture you can also see my mandala on the right - I placed it in front of the tv since I am not using it for now - if it gets too cold and rainy though, I might..:))
I am seated outside as there is no internet inside. The village is too tiny. There isn't even a mini market and people drive to the next villages to buy things. But it is so so quiet - is exactly what I wanted - though later in the day there is some music as I am staying above a cafe - but am happy this exists here too! Some livelihood - it's not opening before 11 though, which is perfect to have very quiet and slow mornings.
I am good and my camping days feel good too - there has been some stress due to the weather getting cold and not knowing whether I'd manage to get somewhere, but deep down I knew. I always know, how I am really taken care of. But it stills, is a part of human in there that needs to be stressed - is not bad - to direct myself to take actions.
But nowadays I am very careful to not take actions out of fear, to stay in meditation, to stay in alignment. And then to take action. It is a great challenge to do so, when things seem urgent - but with experience, I see how urgency is also at times a play - not always, but most times, it gives you choice neverthless.
I will have my coffee and then will try to force myself into a brief practice - I have stopped my training during the camping era because it was just feeling too much, and the troubles with showering and the mental and emotional.
Now I will begin with training again. It's okay to have a break now and again but getting back hmmm
It won't be anything long or anything too serious though but enough to get in the feels.
And then I will do some video edit, I am editing a video with a song where I sing... it feels like I am allowing for a part of me that was always remaining private, to come out to the world. Timing arrived.
In the picture you can also see my mandala on the right - I placed it in front of the tv since I am not using it for now - if it gets too cold and rainy though, I might..:))
I am seated outside as there is no internet inside. The village is too tiny. There isn't even a mini market and people drive to the next villages to buy things. But it is so so quiet - is exactly what I wanted - though later in the day there is some music as I am staying above a cafe - but am happy this exists here too! Some livelihood - it's not opening before 11 though, which is perfect to have very quiet and slow mornings.
I am good and my camping days feel good too - there has been some stress due to the weather getting cold and not knowing whether I'd manage to get somewhere, but deep down I knew. I always know, how I am really taken care of. But it stills, is a part of human in there that needs to be stressed - is not bad - to direct myself to take actions.
But nowadays I am very careful to not take actions out of fear, to stay in meditation, to stay in alignment. And then to take action. It is a great challenge to do so, when things seem urgent - but with experience, I see how urgency is also at times a play - not always, but most times, it gives you choice neverthless.




