One day, things will be good for me. I know I will be happier because I will make it so.

And the people that made it harder, the people that avoided me and the people that assumed I was playing victim, will be dead to me.

I have been sacrificing for my child and working diligently on my mental health, things that are not easy to do simultaneously.

Usually when life gets better, the halfhearted "friends" start to emerge once again because I'm better. They will meet my wall. The boundaries they kept between us because my life work wasn't pretty, will be broken and I will build new ones to keep out those dusty cheese balls.

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pituitarypendulum

You got this !
I'm better at building walls than bridges ..unfortunately..

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@pituitarypendulum thank you 🖤 I get it though, times aren't always easy, we have to protect ourselves.

mindstruggle

I'm rooting for you.
I hope I can do the same.

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@mindstruggle I know you can. You are a genuine sweetheart. Working this hard sucks, it's draining, but it's internally honorable too. It builds slowly but it builds. Sometimes I wish it was easier but then I'm just glad I can still move forward and get better at all given what's stacked against me.

I'm rooting for you too 🖤

Thank you 🤗

mindstruggle

@ScreamingFox
Look at us being honorable and exhausted at the same time 😂 but really…I needed to hear that more than you know. Thank you for seeing me. 🖤

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@mindstruggle it's a warrior mindset really, not that strength is the goal, but it is beautiful that it does happen 🖤

I see you. I see real and I see you shining more than you know too 🖤

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