I Like Alcohol

I'm not an alcoholic. I don't have addictive cravings for booze or weed, I just like them. And I don't really care if I get addicted. I'm depressed, my life is shit, the girl I love is turning 18 in six months, I would never want to go through life sober, and really, I much rather prefer the taste of bad piss to that of lead. Lesser of two evils I guess.

@WorldAtArms2000: Your life is about 1 and only girl and thats the main problem here.

@-Blitz-: And it's a problem I would have again if I could. I'll always love her, I know it. And I doubt if I could ever love anyone else.

@WorldAtArms2000: You condemned yourself. I would be lying to you if i told you you are doing the right thing.

@-Blitz-: Love makes a monster out of us all at times. For some of us, it means addiction, for others, suicide, but no one ever regrets it. When your life is this piss-poor, there's really no other reason to do anything.

@WorldAtArms2000: I guess you want to learn the lesson the hard way :/

@-Blitz-: And what would that be? That it's easier to live in a self-induced stupor than to let myself realize that I'll never find true love? Because I already knew that.

@WorldAtArms2000: It'd be that you are wasting alot of precious time and effort that you can conduct somewhere/on someone or on something else.

It never ends well. Most of the time people end up suiciding which is a very dumb life decision tbh

@-Blitz-: Then I prefer my vices.

@WorldAtArms2000: Then you are preparing to fail

@-Blitz-: If I could take a bullet for her, I would. I guess this is as close as I'll get. You don't understand. You've never loved a goddess. I can tell.