I will miss this company while drinking..

I don't drink alcohol often so my body is not really used to it.. I am also a small person. You WOULD THINK that all of this would contribute to getting drunk easily.. but so far all my attempts have been unsuccessful lol I keep increasing the dose and all it does to me is that I get unbalanced, have a bit of compromised vision, and my sense of humor just gets worse LOL...

Last night I thought I'd be more drunk than this after having a good cup of that thing that tatsted like sanitizer (like baby face said 🤣) but I wasn't 🤷‍♀️ I went and drank some more wine... nothing much 🤷‍♀️

And then every five minutes I'd turn to baby face and assure him that I am not drunk to the level of telling his family that I am drunk 🥔🤣 He didn't even ask, I just felt like sharing that with him .. and I noticed when we came across his sister on the road, I talked in my normal way, differently from when I was with him alone... It made me think; was I faking being drunk? 🤣

I did wake up at night and felt the ceiling of my room was moving but I woke up just fine 🤷‍♀️

I think I like drinking with someone, because alcohol on its own does not tempt me much really... I could still get it easily enough where i live, but I hardly do. I will miss this company while drinking..