Do you enjoy your food more when you spend your quality time preparing it ?

Or do you enjoy it more when someone else cooks it ?
I have mixed emotions over food , I like to know what make it up and the ingredients that went into preparing it , and enjoy the therapeutic process of cooking for myself and others , but on the other hand it’s nice to have someone cook for me.
I think the key for me is the final presentation , if it looks not so good , how ever the nice it’s tastes , I enjoy it less