I wish I was rich

I wouldn’t mind being rich of my own merits nothing too crazy but $500,000-$2 million dollars every year based between earnings from my dream careers and investments and passive/portfolio income. Some people want to have tens and hundreds of millions or even billions. I wouldn’t want that much but 1 million annually would be nice. I could help my sister and family and still have left over for me to live comfortably. I could own a nice cob or adobe house, an upscale rv motorhome second hand, and a nice car. I could move to the southwest USA like I always wanted. ( if I also didn’t have mental health limitations) I could live in foreign countries as a digital nomad and have a cheap second property. . And I could help with charity funding. I could do almost whatever I wanted and I would never have to worry about money again. How can people have so much money yet be so unhappy? Unless their money comes with a controlling abusive or toxic family or spouse or something. But the opportunities with that kind of income are numerous. The travel experiences, the education you can pursue, the luxurious goods you can shop for etc. you could live anywhere you want as long as you got accepted into a country legally with the proper visas and passports. You could have many kinds of hobbies, passions, interests, talents, skillsets, aptitudes and pursue as many as you could do. Even better tens of millions of dollars you could be taxed quite a bit but still have plenty left over to ensure a comfortable lifestyle. I personally would not get too greedy a couple of million would be more than enough. Even though tens of millions and hundreds of millions the possibilities are endless per year. Billions are great too. I wish I wrote best selling novels, collection of short stories, and collections of poetry. I also wish my art skills were professional so I could have drawings, illustrations, and paintings that would sell for like $2,000-$5,000 per item. I could even have textile and fiber crafts skills professionally that would sell for about $ 500-$1,000 per piece. So I could have a secondary source of income with arts and crafts but primarily write and research for my novels. I would also invest in gold and silver precious metals and invest in companies that do a lot of social good. I don’t need ten of millions to be happy but it would be nice to have. Anyway yes it would be taxed a lot to do my fair share for society but there would still be enough to live in comfort and luxury. I also wonder if people become high end millionaires and billionaires usually in an ethical manner. I wouldn’t want that much money unless it was obtained ethically without screwing anyone over ( unlike corporate heads who start companies make a killing but pay their employees poorly and don’t provide benefits and a work life balance). And yes millionaires and billionaires should pay their fair share of taxes to help societies they live in. It’s only fair. And contribute to private charities monetarily. Anyway that’s just what I wish sometimes but I’m never going to be wealthy. I’d be lucky to make $50,000-$ 100,000 per year which is middle class. Realistically even $200,000-$900,000 would be a gift sent by god. That’s still upper middle class borderline rich. A few hundred thousand per year in American dollars is enough to live well. Maybe that’s all people need is just enough to live well and financially prosper. I sometimes wish I was independently wealthy though in addition to my ideal careers. Don’t we all wish sometimes we could have the money to have opportunities of a lifetime? My parents are upper middle class I think at around $150,000-$200,000 per year and I appreciate everything they have given me and my sister materially and financially. I wish I was rich on my own though. It will never happen but a girl can dream.