I Wish I Had More Money

I hate that I use my retirement money each month. Within two weeks then i'm waiting on a decision from foodstamps about my application. I can't get a job cause my credit score somehow affects getting employment. I need a job so I can pay my last apartment bills. Also so I can get a loan if I need one. I tried filing for unemployment but again denied. Cause of what happened with my last employer. I also tried to file for disability but got denied. Plus it can up to a year before they might accept me. I wish I was born into a rich family. But my family is poor so unfortunately so am I.