Growing up and making financial sacrifices to adult

Ugh. Not easy but a few years past 1/2 century I have been avoiding some of my debts and now I will face and address them. I’ve had a scarcity mindset and I know that being a responsible human is possible. No one is here to save me but me. I will trust my God who forgives and sees me and will provide a way out. I will find a second job. Consequences is a good teacher and I will reparent myself and be honest and true to my finances and resources to get out of this pit of financial ruin. ,..ok I’ve got this