If I have to live the life of choice .

I may live in Iraq , with an Iraqi girl as well .

2 girls rejected me because I m not muslim .


And I will keep a french/british/canadian old man as my father ,
and a french/british)canadian/american old woman as my mother .


Then later on I may live in Russia , and live like a russian orthodox monk as well .



But I m not even white , will Nazi Russians let me stay alive ?

But I m not even white , will aged euopean people become my parents ?

But I m not muslim , the wish of sweetest girls I miss still .

Not a single wish can I fulfill .

I do not ask for gold , mercedes , or aeroplane .


This is the life I imagine , and not all imaginations are fulfilled , hence just live the day , drink tea , and enjoy watching news .