@Boeing Every journey begins with the first step. You have taken your first step today. Well done! 🙂🙂🙂

@Musicman you're right and it was easy. I see it as a game now as, the way my finances are, it is even ridiculous for me to be taking such a step. But I go against the odds, I have a feeling about something. It's in the mind more than out there so let's see...
Thank you for the encouragement !

@ABCDEF7 that's a good age to begin! :)

@Boeing I switch that job after 3 months, and I left the second job after it's 3 months as I got ill and was diagnosed a having brain tumor. Things and life changed after that.

@JackDaniels but it's so fitting, big and spacious, strong, great and it's calling me ! But I am leaving this land soon anyways so I will give it a little more time, but I am holding my dream. I truly want it, it is not just a joke for me.
you know Jack I have spoken to that tree and I asked for a tree shelter home and the tree replied yes to me.

@Boeing that is your tree

@JackDaniels I know but I would need to fight with the municipality and who knows who else....

@SageWanderer it truly is that, I truly understand it now.. I had to learn how to learn all over again.
thank you sage, I will slowly invest in this account, in my own rhythm. Let's see what is going to happen next..