The post exam depression is creeping in again; I think as I stare out the window, listening to the birds and children.

Remembering how lonely I am, to the point where I question if I'm even worth to befriend. What life could have been right now if I got to choose... it could have been so beautiful. I find myself putting my dreams on ice, one by one, since it takes two to realize any of them. When we met, there was an emptiness residing in me. My heart has been hollowed out, and where its contents used to be, wind has filled it up. Like a tiny ember is my soul, waiting for the tiniest of blessing to have it roar again... I just want to fall in love with life again.