I Am In Love With a Fictional Character

I am in love with Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier. Not only because the guy is just absolutely gorgeous but because of the complexity of the character.One one hand he's just an intimidating person with that arm and that cold gaze. I find it really sexy....but besides the point I feel like he would be an emotional mess. I couldn't imagine falling from a train to what I think is my death, only to be made into a weapon. His memory is wiped and he's made to to all of these awful things and it's heatbreaking. He then has to find a way to cope with what he did all while pulling himself together and trying to figure out what to do with his life. I think I may just have a soft spot in my heart for broken people but yea, I'm in love with the character. I just want to hold him really tight and let him know that he's not a bad guy and it's not his fault that he was treated that way. Then I'd just be there for him.