I Wet Myself On Purpose When I Was A Kid

I used to wet my pants on the way home from school sometimes. I loved the naughtiness and the way it felt. I would let little streams and spurts of pee out, and watch and feel them spread in my pants, until by the time I got home I looked like a 3-year-old who'd had an accident.

I tried to do it on any days when I knew I would be the first one home. And then I'd enjoy all the sensations of my wet pants for a while and hide them so I could wash them later.

If I had any significant amount of pee left by the time I got near my street, I might take special pleasure in play-acting "having an accident" all at once with the rest of it.

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CuriousPants

Did you ever poop in your pants?

nonny · 61-69, M

I did. I pooped in my pants on purpose for the first time after I'd been wetting them for secret (and arousing) pleasure in all sorts of ways for a couple of years. I still do it occasionally and think about it fairly often.

When I played my holding and wetting games, like this one on the way home from school, one of the things I liked most was imagining childhood accidents I'd had (or witnessed or heard about). I'd relive them in both my mind and my pants. Pretty soon that got me curious about my toilet training, and my time in diapers — those years when we all 'had permission' to go in our pants all day long, anywhere we were, and we thought the feelings of doing it and wearing it and sitting in it were perfectly normal. And we didn't just wet...

The poop was a big step for me. My family was really uptight about bodily functions, and I think my shame about accidents in early childhood is part of my fetish. When I started thinking about it I was embarrassed just knowing I'd pooped my pants as a baby. But I somehow got really intrigued by what it would feel like. My story of trying it for the first time is here:

http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Actually-Pooped-My-Pants-On-Purpose/4193462

I never pooped my pants outside (including on the way home from school). That seemed too risky and impossible to explain away if I was caught. If I was feeling extra daring I might have that kind of accident in the last few steps to my house (so exciting). And as the story above suggests, when I did it occasionally indoors I went 'all the way' with being a very messy little boy.

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