The 1st time I messed myself
I was about 4 when I deliberately messed myself for the 1st time. Although so many years ago I remember it so clearly. My Mum was at the kitchen sink, I was standing beside her and needed to poo. I decided not to tell mum, so just filled my pants. She knew immediately, and was not happy with me! But the pleasure of just standing, relaxing and feeling my poo slowing filling my pants has never left me.
These days I do it whenever circumstances allow, which is quite often. But I now mess wearing a pull up, usually under with tights &/or skinny jeans - which contains nasty odours very well and let’s me just get on with my day whilst remaining messed.
But every time I poo myself I am transported back to that 1st time.
These days I do it whenever circumstances allow, which is quite often. But I now mess wearing a pull up, usually under with tights &/or skinny jeans - which contains nasty odours very well and let’s me just get on with my day whilst remaining messed.
But every time I poo myself I am transported back to that 1st time.
