I Pooped My Pants On Purpose As A Kid

My cousin would ask his mother if he would be allowed go in his pants. She would normal say yes and we would go out and play. We kept checking with him to let us know when he had done it. I ask my mum if I would be allowed but she said no.
Some years later I thought I would give it a try so a put my bathing trunks on under my shorts grabbed some newspaper and headed out to some scrub land near our place.
Once there I thought it would be no problem to go in my pants. No so I did not seem able to go standing up. Finally I decided I had to do it so I squatted down and said on 3 I will go. So on 3 I gave a big push and felt everything flow out into my trunks.
Well now I had done it. I reached around to feel the bulge only to disappointed as the tight trunks had flattened it out.
Clean up was next. Took off my togs looking to see a good bundle in the seat but once again expectation was not met as only a slight mark showed.
I took a sheet of newspaper and wiped it across my bottom and this showed where the mess was. So all in all not the greatest start.