I Love to Hold Or Grip My Crotch When I Really Need to Pee
At the age of 11-13, my then best friend would frequently struggle until the very last moment, in the end holding himself firmly, hopping from leg to leg, jumping about in his room like crazy, squirming and even whimpering with the strain to not pee himself. Only when he knew he was going to lose it the next second he would dive into their bathroom and yank down his pants. I guess that he was not always completely successful concerning his underwear, but when he came back, his pants did not show any wetness. He knew exactly when the last second had come to keep his jeans dry.
He would conceal his need to pee as long as it was mild enough, like everybody would do. But at the point where you'd normally find it too embarrassing to continue holding it in, he would overcome those barriers and let his holding manoeuvres become more and more obvious, according to necessity - up to the point where he had to react continuously to peaks of his need and could not concentrate on anything else.
Even when we were playing outside, I noticed that he would become more and more desperate, in the end holding himself and having to do the pee dance. He would not wait then as long as he did in his room but never got his penis out to pee. He'd rather suddenly leave the place in the middle of some activity, not even saying good-bye, and would hobble off home as quickly as his state allowed, holding himself. I am rather sure he pissed himself sometimes during these desperate attempts to get home in time, but then at least at some distance, out of view of his friends who had been around. I believe this because on one occasion I happened to be near his home just when he was returning from another friend who he had been playing with. He must have left that friend's home absolutely dying for a pee, as he would always do, and he had not made it that day. He had completely wet himself and was visibly embarrassed by that unexpected brief encounter with me.
This was the only time I saw him in wet pants. But I guess he will have peed himself numerous times as he had waited too long before he finally left. Since he very often would wait until his need to pee was obvious to everybody, people would sometimes ask if he wanted to use the toilet, but he always declined and said he did not have to go (which was obviously not true).
What kind of mechanism is it to rather endure a more and more and finally extremely uncomfortable need to pee than accepting an offer to use a toilet (if in someone's home) or just relieving oneself behind some bush or tree (if outside)? Letting one's need to pee, for no visible reason, become almost irresistible and overwhelming, and at the same time having to struggle more and more desperately to keep one's pants dry - all this openly in the presence of friends and other people. Very unusual behaviour, none of my other friends would do this at that age, just when puberty starts.
Did any of you guys have such a habit themselves or know anybody else who would behave like this?
I assume that many people will occasionally wait until they use their hands to hold it in, but almost certainly only when they are on their own.
I admit that watching it can even be a turn-on for me - but strictly if the person is well beyond puberty and female! There have been some rare occasions where this has happened in some public place.
He would conceal his need to pee as long as it was mild enough, like everybody would do. But at the point where you'd normally find it too embarrassing to continue holding it in, he would overcome those barriers and let his holding manoeuvres become more and more obvious, according to necessity - up to the point where he had to react continuously to peaks of his need and could not concentrate on anything else.
Even when we were playing outside, I noticed that he would become more and more desperate, in the end holding himself and having to do the pee dance. He would not wait then as long as he did in his room but never got his penis out to pee. He'd rather suddenly leave the place in the middle of some activity, not even saying good-bye, and would hobble off home as quickly as his state allowed, holding himself. I am rather sure he pissed himself sometimes during these desperate attempts to get home in time, but then at least at some distance, out of view of his friends who had been around. I believe this because on one occasion I happened to be near his home just when he was returning from another friend who he had been playing with. He must have left that friend's home absolutely dying for a pee, as he would always do, and he had not made it that day. He had completely wet himself and was visibly embarrassed by that unexpected brief encounter with me.
This was the only time I saw him in wet pants. But I guess he will have peed himself numerous times as he had waited too long before he finally left. Since he very often would wait until his need to pee was obvious to everybody, people would sometimes ask if he wanted to use the toilet, but he always declined and said he did not have to go (which was obviously not true).
What kind of mechanism is it to rather endure a more and more and finally extremely uncomfortable need to pee than accepting an offer to use a toilet (if in someone's home) or just relieving oneself behind some bush or tree (if outside)? Letting one's need to pee, for no visible reason, become almost irresistible and overwhelming, and at the same time having to struggle more and more desperately to keep one's pants dry - all this openly in the presence of friends and other people. Very unusual behaviour, none of my other friends would do this at that age, just when puberty starts.
Did any of you guys have such a habit themselves or know anybody else who would behave like this?
I assume that many people will occasionally wait until they use their hands to hold it in, but almost certainly only when they are on their own.
I admit that watching it can even be a turn-on for me - but strictly if the person is well beyond puberty and female! There have been some rare occasions where this has happened in some public place.
