A love letter to piss 💛
💛 What my pee fetish means to me 💛
Just got to simply put it, I love pee!
Absolutely everything to do with it I’m there.
Holding, wetting, diapers/nappies, watersports.
Yes, yes, yes and YES.
As a single male sometimes you have to make your own fun within this fetish (which is where holding and wetting comes into it) and often times have to get creative with it and find different ways to have fun with it.
Since internally accepting this fetish nearly half my life ago, needless to say I think I’ve done everything that a solo player in this fetish can do
Every. Thing.
That’s not to say I’m not up for further suggestions though 😉
I’ve done:
Wetting ✅
Public wetting ✅
Holding ✅
Drinking of mine and others ✅
Peeing where I shouldn’t ✅
Holding contests ✅
Creative wetting (folded a towel over many times and stuffed inside my underwear) ✅
Peeing around the house ✅
Extreme holding ✅
Nappy/Diaper play (including public) ✅
Self golden shower ✅
Watersports with others ✅
Sadly there have only been 2 instances in real life where I’ve been able to share this fetish with someone in person. I’ve written about them both here in my other notes on my profile if you’d like to read how those went, including an encounter that was over 10 years in the making.
In these 2 encounters it had been agreed on previously that the night would be getting wet, so going on what seemed to be a normal “date” just to watch the other Person filling their bladder for you, knowing what was about to come and how much they were drinking, while you were doing the same, was nearly probably the high point of my whole life especially in the case of the one I waited a decade for.
I say only 2 in person encounters because I’m not counting the 11 times I’ve paid for this since 2020. Most of those haven’t been great anyway, but, 2 or 3 times a year I always end up caving to the temptation and book a session. I’ve never been to the same person twice for this service so far though. Been to a different person every time. Some were ok, 2 or 3 were actually quite good but most of them just haven’t been worth it.
Any future potential pee related meetups, certainly don’t need to cater to every facet I’ve mentioned or am going to mention here but just know if it involves pee I’m down. You don’t want to go on me and only have me go on you? Sure. Other way around? Absolutely! 😈
I don’t think I’ve ever been as turned on in my entire life though, as when I’ve been made to hold it or ordered to drink certain amounts of water and hold for someone or putting them in the same situation or even the coveted, highly sought after, holding contest! Unfortunately I only have ever done this online but I love it sooo much! Have to rely on the honesty system to a degree but why cheat yourself out of the fun. (Maybe to avoid previously set up punishments I guess, that we would set up heading into it but it’s all part of the fun and more of an incentive to just fucking hold it! Make your bladder do it’s fucking job. Some of my go to “punishments” for failing to hold are; orgasm ban, sending pics/vids of pissing yourself to the other person or drinking it.)
There are a few pee holding games that would be my absolute favourite thing to do with a willing potential future partner in person and see who can outlast the other, with consequences still in place for the loser.
Would love to do a long road trip with a girl with no rest stops or be able to control her bladder and even have her control mine, even daily!
I love seeing girls piss where they shouldn’t as well. Would love to have a house one day where my partner would just pee wherever around the house.
Love to see measurements of how much they were holding as well. 🥵
I think this fetish has always laid dormant in me but wasn’t until I was 16 that I realised it as a sexual component. Looking back, though, this link was always there for me, even little things like girls asking to go to the toilet at school would always turn my head slightly and knowing that they needed to go did something inside me.
There used to be a site called The Experience Project and I’m not even sure how, but I found myself on there reading pee related stories from people. One titled “Camping and Bursting” still particularly sticks out in my mind. There was also a yahoo related site about a girl peeing on a bus that really opened my eyes to all this.
Some days it’s all I think about 🤤 and I crave any interaction to do with it and love making new contacts within the pee community.
I even have pee related side accounts on most major “normal” social media sites and is in fact the only reason why I use X (Twitter) at all.
Getting really desperate to pee and then flooding a nappy is probably the pinnacle of solo play I’ve found so far from my experience. I don’t understand much of the AB side that often comes with DL content but if it involves wetting a diaper or to a lesser extent changing a girl who has wet a diaper than I’m all for it!
It just feels so warm and nice to let go and you sometimes seem to just go forever in these situations. Maybe because it’s because you are mindful about a potential leak and are aware of that trying not to happen so you release a bit more and a bit more until empty and mostly end up do end up flooding it to the point of leakage.
Peeing in pools is also great!!
(Yes, sorry to admit it, but I’m that guy) I didn’t do this for sooo many years. But I feel this is such a normal thing for people who don’t even have this fetish to do and a lot of people would do it anyway so what’s 1 more? I was actually annoyed with myself that as a self professed piss freak that it actually took me this long to cave in to that part of it.
I still remember one of the 1st times I did it and i was so paranoid about it that I swear it took me 10 mins to fully empty my bladder. I’d do a little bit here and there and kept moving around to different parts and it felt so good to keep stopping and starting my stream. Might also be because I was pretty full when I got in I had planned it so hadn’t peed at all that day until that point.
I even simply just leave my underwear or complete bottom half of clothing on most days and will piss myself standing in the shower before I turn the water on. Most of these times I don’t even really need to pee that badly but just a little naughty thing I do semi daily to spice it up a little bit before or after work.
As far as drinking it goes I’m here for that too. I was always worried that this would be something that would be hotter in theory and if it ever came down to it I wouldn’t be able to actually go through with it but, thankfully, so far at least, I don’t recall any previous partner’s pee tasting like anything really.
I’ve tried my own before as well to just to give it a go. It’s something I might not do again in a hurry but never say never.
I know this isn’t for everyone and sometimes I hate the fact that I love it so much.
But at the end of the day I can’t deny it within myself and i just have to accept it that yes I do love it and I’m here for it. All. Day. Long.
💛💛💛💛💛
Just got to simply put it, I love pee!
Absolutely everything to do with it I’m there.
Holding, wetting, diapers/nappies, watersports.
Yes, yes, yes and YES.
As a single male sometimes you have to make your own fun within this fetish (which is where holding and wetting comes into it) and often times have to get creative with it and find different ways to have fun with it.
Since internally accepting this fetish nearly half my life ago, needless to say I think I’ve done everything that a solo player in this fetish can do
Every. Thing.
That’s not to say I’m not up for further suggestions though 😉
I’ve done:
Wetting ✅
Public wetting ✅
Holding ✅
Drinking of mine and others ✅
Peeing where I shouldn’t ✅
Holding contests ✅
Creative wetting (folded a towel over many times and stuffed inside my underwear) ✅
Peeing around the house ✅
Extreme holding ✅
Nappy/Diaper play (including public) ✅
Self golden shower ✅
Watersports with others ✅
Sadly there have only been 2 instances in real life where I’ve been able to share this fetish with someone in person. I’ve written about them both here in my other notes on my profile if you’d like to read how those went, including an encounter that was over 10 years in the making.
In these 2 encounters it had been agreed on previously that the night would be getting wet, so going on what seemed to be a normal “date” just to watch the other Person filling their bladder for you, knowing what was about to come and how much they were drinking, while you were doing the same, was nearly probably the high point of my whole life especially in the case of the one I waited a decade for.
I say only 2 in person encounters because I’m not counting the 11 times I’ve paid for this since 2020. Most of those haven’t been great anyway, but, 2 or 3 times a year I always end up caving to the temptation and book a session. I’ve never been to the same person twice for this service so far though. Been to a different person every time. Some were ok, 2 or 3 were actually quite good but most of them just haven’t been worth it.
Any future potential pee related meetups, certainly don’t need to cater to every facet I’ve mentioned or am going to mention here but just know if it involves pee I’m down. You don’t want to go on me and only have me go on you? Sure. Other way around? Absolutely! 😈
I don’t think I’ve ever been as turned on in my entire life though, as when I’ve been made to hold it or ordered to drink certain amounts of water and hold for someone or putting them in the same situation or even the coveted, highly sought after, holding contest! Unfortunately I only have ever done this online but I love it sooo much! Have to rely on the honesty system to a degree but why cheat yourself out of the fun. (Maybe to avoid previously set up punishments I guess, that we would set up heading into it but it’s all part of the fun and more of an incentive to just fucking hold it! Make your bladder do it’s fucking job. Some of my go to “punishments” for failing to hold are; orgasm ban, sending pics/vids of pissing yourself to the other person or drinking it.)
There are a few pee holding games that would be my absolute favourite thing to do with a willing potential future partner in person and see who can outlast the other, with consequences still in place for the loser.
Would love to do a long road trip with a girl with no rest stops or be able to control her bladder and even have her control mine, even daily!
I love seeing girls piss where they shouldn’t as well. Would love to have a house one day where my partner would just pee wherever around the house.
Love to see measurements of how much they were holding as well. 🥵
I think this fetish has always laid dormant in me but wasn’t until I was 16 that I realised it as a sexual component. Looking back, though, this link was always there for me, even little things like girls asking to go to the toilet at school would always turn my head slightly and knowing that they needed to go did something inside me.
There used to be a site called The Experience Project and I’m not even sure how, but I found myself on there reading pee related stories from people. One titled “Camping and Bursting” still particularly sticks out in my mind. There was also a yahoo related site about a girl peeing on a bus that really opened my eyes to all this.
Some days it’s all I think about 🤤 and I crave any interaction to do with it and love making new contacts within the pee community.
I even have pee related side accounts on most major “normal” social media sites and is in fact the only reason why I use X (Twitter) at all.
Getting really desperate to pee and then flooding a nappy is probably the pinnacle of solo play I’ve found so far from my experience. I don’t understand much of the AB side that often comes with DL content but if it involves wetting a diaper or to a lesser extent changing a girl who has wet a diaper than I’m all for it!
It just feels so warm and nice to let go and you sometimes seem to just go forever in these situations. Maybe because it’s because you are mindful about a potential leak and are aware of that trying not to happen so you release a bit more and a bit more until empty and mostly end up do end up flooding it to the point of leakage.
Peeing in pools is also great!!
(Yes, sorry to admit it, but I’m that guy) I didn’t do this for sooo many years. But I feel this is such a normal thing for people who don’t even have this fetish to do and a lot of people would do it anyway so what’s 1 more? I was actually annoyed with myself that as a self professed piss freak that it actually took me this long to cave in to that part of it.
I still remember one of the 1st times I did it and i was so paranoid about it that I swear it took me 10 mins to fully empty my bladder. I’d do a little bit here and there and kept moving around to different parts and it felt so good to keep stopping and starting my stream. Might also be because I was pretty full when I got in I had planned it so hadn’t peed at all that day until that point.
I even simply just leave my underwear or complete bottom half of clothing on most days and will piss myself standing in the shower before I turn the water on. Most of these times I don’t even really need to pee that badly but just a little naughty thing I do semi daily to spice it up a little bit before or after work.
As far as drinking it goes I’m here for that too. I was always worried that this would be something that would be hotter in theory and if it ever came down to it I wouldn’t be able to actually go through with it but, thankfully, so far at least, I don’t recall any previous partner’s pee tasting like anything really.
I’ve tried my own before as well to just to give it a go. It’s something I might not do again in a hurry but never say never.
I know this isn’t for everyone and sometimes I hate the fact that I love it so much.
But at the end of the day I can’t deny it within myself and i just have to accept it that yes I do love it and I’m here for it. All. Day. Long.
💛💛💛💛💛
31-35, M
