I Am Aroused By Pee Holding And Wetting

I love to hold my pee until I wet my pants! This started for me very young. I was one of those kids who never wanted to stop what they were doing to just to go to the bathroom so very often I was bursting to pee while I was playing. Sometimes this led to me wetting myself as well. My best friend was, if anything, worse than I was in this respect. He was seemingly always desperate and quite frequently wet his pants when we played.

I realized very early on that I liked the feeling of full bladder and also watching my friend be desperate. Of course, there was nothing sexual about it at the time and I would get desperate and wet my pants intentionally (as opposed to "unintentionally" while too busy to go) well before I hit puberty. By the time I did though this habit or quirk developed into a full blown adult fetish for desperation and wetting that is very much with me now.

I'm fairly ecumenical in that I now enjoy both female and male desperation which seems to be somewhat unusual.

I'm planning to do a hold this weekend :).