the bathroom's closed? oh no...

not that i really needed one, but the pandemic making almost every public potty unavailable, it seemed like i always had a good excuse for not using one. but just to keep up with appearances, i did walk over to the building where they were located to check. and as expected, the doors were locked and had a makeshift sign stuck to them explaining why. perfect! 😇

of course, as usual, i hadn't set out with any intention of wetting myself, but being a hot summer day, i had been heavily hydrating ever since i left home. and i kinda really had to pee all of a sudden. i contemplated maybe stopping somewhere that might let me use the bathroom, like a gas station. but then i passed by a park. and as someone who likes avoiding bathrooms if she can, i just knew there might be some fun options there, so decided to stop.

after exploring and playing on some of the equipment for a little bit, i headed over to the pavilion thing to relax and cool off for a bit while i figured out where to finally go potty. i admit i was a little desperate by now. it wasn't until after finding out that the toilets were indeed closed, that i figured i could play into that. while i was pretty much the only one there, aside from some maintenance guys working on something across the field, and the passing people on the road and sidewalk, i still feigned a small pp dance as i went back to the pavilion. up until this point, i figured i'd just end up squatting somewhere, but in pretending to be more desperate than i actually was, i felt like it might be more fun to end up having an 'accident'.

to maintain the appearance, i squirmed more intensely as i stood next to the tables, before
finally walking towards one and sitting down. then occasionally wiggled around where i sat as i continued to sip on the remaining half bottle of water i had with me. not really meaning to increase the building pressure, although it did, but more to just keep hydrating in the heat. because i had more things to do, i knew i couldn't wait until i was truly bursting.

so after a few minutes, i relaxed my bladder. my stream slowly escaped at first, dampening my cotton panties as its flow increased. the sensation as it began seeping into my shorts and then fully flood through them as it spilled onto the ground under me was amazing. 🤭 it felt so naughty completely wetting myself without shame. not to mention that the summer air seemed to immediately whisk away any warmth my pee had, and the soaked cooling feeling of that between my legs was sensational.

once the last drops finally dribbled down to the concrete, i sat there for several minutes reveling in my indiscretion, while allowing the my shorts to dry a little.









like i said, i still had some things left to do. and luckily my shorts did dry by then, but i wonder if it was obvious to anyone that i'd totally ended up peeing in them. 😳