Oops gets an ouch

Thought this bad streak i was on was over but then oops messed up again. Disciplinary gone for weekend but informed me that monday im getting a very hard bare bottom paddling and a spanking with spoon otk in the woodshed for my focus and attitude.
Already not looking forward to it. Getting reflection before and a bare bottom corner time after. Bottom is already feeling it thinking about it and my guilt is making my stomach hurt.