I am a pissy diaper girl

I had to wear it as punishment sometimes, its so embarrassing, especially in public.
Sometimes I am made to wear it that long, that I have to pee in it. 😔
But secretly I love the feeling of pissing my diaper, my hot pee hissing into it as I loose control, the damp feeling around my crotch and botty. I do press the front of my diaper into my crotch after I have done it... 🤭