it’s been a while!
i haven’t posted here in a while, but some fun things happened! while i was away, i played with my butt enough that now i can slide in a dildo with no prep, i do it often so i can feel full. i also enjoy messing right after using dildos anally, the bigger the better, it makes me poop my diapers easier, i feel like i’m less in control. i wish i could just stay filled all the time!
i had my first time wetting in public. i drank lots, put on a miniskirt, and went grocery shopping. it took me a bit of time to let go but i could barely stop. i made a game of it, every time i got an item from my list, i was allowed to pee a little bit more. i learned i can pee while walking, which might be my favorite way to go yet. i let go most of it on my way home, enjoying the warmth and naughtiness of it. my diaper ended up leaking a little by the time i got home, but i would absolutely do it again.
i also had my first half-accident with messing. i was desperate coming home from a shopping trip, already having to clench on the bus. i didn’t have a diaper on (what a shame), so i did my best to hurry and get inside. i was trying to find my keys when i felt myself relax a little, i couldn’t stop it, and a little bit landed in my panties. it was easier to hold after that, so i rushed to my room, grabbed a diaper and tied to put it on as fast as possible, but i again pooped a little while doing the straps. when i was finially done, i stood up and let go, messing my diapers without pushing at all.
currently i’m laying in bed with a dildo filling my butt, holding my pee, drinking more, and reading different sites. i don’t have a diaper on yet, i wish i could just let go and wet the bed because i just can’t help it. i have been thinking a lot about sitting on the ground in panties and jeans and wetting the carpet. maybe i’ll try that too some day.
i had my first time wetting in public. i drank lots, put on a miniskirt, and went grocery shopping. it took me a bit of time to let go but i could barely stop. i made a game of it, every time i got an item from my list, i was allowed to pee a little bit more. i learned i can pee while walking, which might be my favorite way to go yet. i let go most of it on my way home, enjoying the warmth and naughtiness of it. my diaper ended up leaking a little by the time i got home, but i would absolutely do it again.
i also had my first half-accident with messing. i was desperate coming home from a shopping trip, already having to clench on the bus. i didn’t have a diaper on (what a shame), so i did my best to hurry and get inside. i was trying to find my keys when i felt myself relax a little, i couldn’t stop it, and a little bit landed in my panties. it was easier to hold after that, so i rushed to my room, grabbed a diaper and tied to put it on as fast as possible, but i again pooped a little while doing the straps. when i was finially done, i stood up and let go, messing my diapers without pushing at all.
currently i’m laying in bed with a dildo filling my butt, holding my pee, drinking more, and reading different sites. i don’t have a diaper on yet, i wish i could just let go and wet the bed because i just can’t help it. i have been thinking a lot about sitting on the ground in panties and jeans and wetting the carpet. maybe i’ll try that too some day.
22-25, F
