i bought diapers!

i just bought my first pack of diapers and i’m on my second one already! the first one got wet to the point of leaking, i never even knew i was into peeing myself! it started really slow, only a few drops, but it was so hard to stop! i loved sitting on one of my plushies while letting it go, i even tried standing straight up with my legs crossed, that was my favorite! i wish i could get my hands on adult ones to hold a full bladder of my pee<3
i’m currently in bed, diapered. i can feel the urge to poop but i find it hard to push. i’ve messed my panties before, i don’t know why this is more difficult. i feel it stretch me as i push but it won’t come out. i’m even thinking about giving myself the tiniest bit of enema to help with it, i’ll update you how my first diaper messing went!<3