I Want To Lose Control Of My Bladder

Due to sheer laziness and the weight I’ve put on my bladder control has been getting worse and worse. I have to go at least once every 2 hours in order to not wet myself. Sleeping is okay although I can only imagine it’ll be a matter of time before it starts to fail there too. I love losing the control but it’s very scary going out in public and having some dangerously close calls hehe