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Im a adult male with special needs by what doctors have been telling me is i have the age range of 4-year-old to 8-year-old thinking i need someone who willing to be adopted family who will understand me for me im limited verbal autism and epilepsy and bladder problems with all the problems i have i will never find a caretaker or daddy or mommy out there willing to take me in yes im a 41 year old but my body or my brain is of a kid i wish nobody what i go threw everyday my mom is around but for how long i dont know she 72 now im looking for family or a just a daddy or just a mommy who wants to help me out some say they would love to care for me but those people who say it dont really want they lie if they wanted to help me would already jump out and helped all i ask is for the truth im not going to hurt just speak tell me if i really have a chance anywhere in the usa im willing to relocate but you have be true to me and yourself. I dont talk much but type or use a ACC app on my tablet i will try and talk but if you can't i understand i come to this community or fetish because people dont understand im not acting to be a baby or toddler or kid its what i was dealt with by god not to be able to talk or more i wear diapers im a ab or dl in some people yes in others no please just be a friend you dont have to be family or daddy or mommy just a friend or just give me a chance