Memories Of My Mom

I remember seeing photos of my mom when she first met my dad. She wore dresses & high heels. I saw a photo of them all dolled up. My mom was wearing a turquoise dress & turquoise high heels. Then after I was born she stopped dressing like a woman. She changed completely she drank alcohol, smoked cigarettes, & took prescriptions like they were candy. That's how I found about my Dandy Walker Syndrome. Cause she was doing all the things while she was pregnant with me. I don't blame here but if she didn't do those things. She would have been around me for more than sixteen years of my life. I guess that's also why I wanted to start wearing high heels. Since I didn't have a mom anymore & I don't have any sisters.